The Sky is High

femmefatalex:

I wish my Tumblarity would go to 0 and just stay there because the rising and falling numbers make me anxious for some weird reason, *sigh*.

jfkennedy:

We were on the phone late one night as was our unspoken ritual.

Everything was perfect. I’d say a joke and almost on cue, she’d laugh. It was sort of odd. I knew her laugh was awkward, yet it was so endearing. I loved it because it was her and while I wasn’t in love with her I was very much in like.

She said something, something which is of utmost importance but escapes me.

I replied, “well then I’ll just find someone else then, not hard.”

It was in jest but I knew when I said that I shouldn’t have. She hung up.

I called and called and called. I texted. I emailed, then called some more. Left voicemails.

Though she “forgave” me a week later it was never really the same. Maybe it wasn’t the same because I couldn’t ignore the infatuation of girls who didn’t matter. That in turn only made her think she didn’t matter … and two months later I’m realizing that in such a short amount of time, she mattered the most to me.

I’m going to let every good thing in my life leave because I can’t decide what I want.

 I feel like you in this situation. I said something similar to that response that made that guy so, angry. He didn’t want anything to do with me. What I said was like spit in the face. Though this conversation was via AIM instead of on the phone, he still was shunning me away and throwing away our good friendship. Though I gave him a heart-felt apology, nothing was the same between us. This became awkward and this “relationship” was not the same. And he wasn’t the best looking. He was probably a guy that I would have never glanced at or even talk to, but he captured me in a way like no other guy had before.  It saddens me that we could have had something special but it is also a relief because trying to re-cope what we had ended up being an emotional rollercoaster. I don’t regret what he had at times but he ended up being a demon towards me. Yes, I’ll say demon because his behavior around me was devilish.

Mhm, he’s out of my life, but I am glad he had that chance to step in it.

SUPER TAN!

Gross, this girl on MTV’s Room Raiders is SUPER tan. She looks like a peach and an orange.

I have this huge infatuation with fire. I like lighting a match or sparking a fire in my room. For like a week straight, I was burning paper, plastic, and stuff that would be laying on my floor. The warmth of fire against my skin feels good and it may sound weird but when I accidentally burn myself, I love that tingling after-effect. Hm, maybe I should become a fire fighter.

KMX

That evil monkey is going to give me nightmares. I was THAT scared that I flipped back in my chair -____________-

If I have a son though.

kmxinenchantopolis:

He can wear mine if he wants. For a short period of time, his feet will get too big. Then he’ll develop a style of his own, and I’ll teach him that name brand clothes/shoes do NOT define a person. The kids I went to school with who wore that expensive shit were the biggest assholes. =/

Man, I secretly LONGED to be them…
Ah, well. I will teach my little kiddies, how NOT to be Hypebeasts, and how to laugh at all the other stank ass kids that think they’re better because they have all the coolest shit. I’m kidding about that last statement.

I’ll just teach my kids everything my mom taught me. Hey, I turned out alright. Well…forthemostpart.
And if their classmates ever pick on them, I’ll challenge them to a soccer match, me versus all their little Rugrat asses, I will EMBARRASS THE HELL OUT OF THEM on the playground, with my super slick Pele and Ronaldinho moves, off the heezy kicks and shit, they’ll run home to their sorry ass mama’s, and will never think twice about bothering my children again.

Double Platinum is on

That movie was my shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. Diana Ross killed it.